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A COLLECTION OF THOUGHTS THAT I FELT SHOULD BE SHARED BUT I WAS NOT WILLING TO POST ON SOCIAL MEDIA

4/12/23 - 23:49 PST

CAN I EVEN GET BETTER? DOES RECOGNIZING A PROBLEM MEAN I CAN SOLVE IT?

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4/12/23 - 3:31 PST

CALL ME SAM ANON THE WAY I BREAK DOWN WHENEVER THINGS GET A LITTLE BIT HARD

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3/28/23 - 21:02 PST

SPOILERS FOR ACT IV OF GET IN THE CAR LOSER , I GUESS. IF YOU HAVENT PLAYED IT, GET ON THAT!!!!

everyone on the planet should play GiTCL. im tired of saying it. im right all of the time. i genuinely could gush about it for hours. i have never connected to the story and themes and characters of a piece of media before like i did with it. though it is likely by virtue of me being an overall stereotypical example of any "group" you could apply to me, i genuinely relate to fictional character Princess Sam "Anon" Under Heaven on a horrifying level. i know everyone is tired of me saying it, but act 3 fucking hurt me in part because it felt like a fucking personal callout. obviously it wasnt. im not fucking delusional, but it doesnt change the fact that it has felt like that every time ive replayed it. every time someone plays it and they dont understand it/are not hurt by it in the way that i was i think a part of me dies. its horrifying thinking that im alone in the pain i feel, though i suppose the existence of act 3 in the first place is proof that i am not.

We're Here 'Till There Ain't No Here To Be.